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Rocky Mount, NC. - June 7, 2007

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I AM Now Real-I-zing What HAPPINESS Is, again, Which Invigorates My FAITH and HOPE - Being The Practical Substance of Possibilities

In recent years, since the transition of the person that I loved the most on this planet - Tanisha Rasanna Dyushambee - until this morning (June 6, '07), I  found it difficult to imagine that I would ever know what true happiness is, ever again in this human life incarnation. So, to arise today with a clear conscious aware with the feeling of happiness is most amazing to me for one part, and then again it all now seems so simple, fundamental and basic.

After relocation from the West to the East Coast, I am currently healing from a winter of years of intense to excruciating physical pain resulting from the effects of diverticulitis (small pouches in the colon that bulge outward through weak spots, like an inner tube that pokes through weak places in a tire. Each pouch is called a diverticulum. Pouches (plural) are called diverticula. The condition of having diverticula is called diverticulosis. When the pouches become infected or inflamed, the condition is called diverticulitis.). My colon pouches were inflamed. pressed against my bladder  and made a connection to the point of leaking bowel material into my blabber and forming a large abscess of infection in the area of my lower stomach (energy chakra) muscles. After years of colon cleansings, being relatively careful with my diet, regular exercise, prayer, 'inner' visualizations for healing, numerous doctor and hospital visits and treatments with antibiotics, and so on, the condition lightened up - and then worsened to 24/7 intense to excruciating pain. So, I agreed to allow the affected section of my colon to be surgically removed. Now, fortunately, my body is healing well, my energy level and strength are increasing daily, I AM fully functional, practicing my musical instruments, and enjoying reading a good book, again - and getting on with my 'rebirth', since I seriously doubted at times that I would make it out of the hospital, alive. I can testify that being nearly dead provides the opportunity to slow all thoughts and actions way down, adopt and live with a different priority of practical perspective and focus balanced with the preparation for the Soul, Spirit and Consciousness to leave this human form, sooner or later, which is substantially different from philosophical and academic learning, and talking 'bout it. 

Um humm, as I wrote in the April 9, 2006 newsletter Tanisha Rasanna Dyushambee 'Jazzybell' (Porter) - January 9, 1981 to April 9, 2001 SUCCESSFUL TRANSITION CELEBRATION,  "...I tried to understand why I often heard the grown people say that it was written in "The Bible" (publicly available book(s) of the "Christian" version), "Weep when they come into this world, and rejoice when they go out." After 30 to 40 years, or so, of observing, thinking about, studying and investigating many things, including religions and spirituality, I came to intellectually understand the significance and wisdom of those words. Primarily clarified by learning that the majority of the, estimated, 6 billion human population of this planet, have in the past, and continue to, live lives of mild to crucial to critical to extreme suffering, pain, misery, and depravations of all sorts - for some to most of the entire time of our human lives here, this time - check out the statistics for the average amount of pain medications that the average American consumes, to confirm a practical reality perspective.

Well, uhm, then those quoted words made perfectly logical and reasonable 'sense' to me, with the consideration that when the majority of humans "...go out." of this life, our Souls, Spirits and Consciousness could be FREE of the unfortunate circumstances and conditions of our experiences here. Psychologically and emotionally, the truth of that real-I-zation was still, mostly, rather disturbing, to put it mildly. Huh - we're all "hopeless sinners", and there is no other choice but to wait for our "rewards in Heaven"? Phooey....." 

Sooo, although "...those quoted words made perfectly logical and reasonable 'sense' to me...", I found it to be nearly beyond my imagination and HOPE to think that I would ever know again, in this life, the genuine Happiness that I experienced with Tanisha Rasanna Dyushambee. Imagine my surprise with 'waking up' that day with the conscious awareness and feeling of that elusive  "...genuine Happiness." And initially, all the more puzzling was the real-I-zation that the feeling and thoughts that I was experiencing were prompted by what I read about, and that I was learning about, the night before, in the book "THE COSMIC SERPENT:  DNA and the ORIGINS of  KNOWLEDGE", by anthropologist Jeremy Narby, PhD. Generally stated, in that book Dr. Narby address the "puzzle" concerning "Who are we and where do we come from?" - and go back to, and reconciling the similarities and difference between the limited considerations of official and orthodox 'scientific knowledge', "...since it adopted an exclusive rational point of view." for the bases of it's "facts", and 'shaman knowledge' - coming from a fundamental perspective of and focus on acquiring knowledge directly from the Spirit World SOURCE, which so happens to correspond with my individual studies and experiences. By describing, in his writing, his personal experiences and extensive studies and research of academic anthropology, as well as his shaman initiations, the text and contents of that book can be understandable for the "average" person.

Here are a few quotes from "THE COSMIC SERPENT", to serve as some clues to the understanding of my morning (June 6, '07) revelation/real-I-zation of personal 'peace of mind' with experiencing genuine Happiness, again - from the inside to the 'outer side': 

[Excerpts from "THE COSMIC SERPENT: DNA and the ORIGINS of  KNOWLEDGE", by Jeremy Narby]

    "I had never heard of Crick's hypothesis, called "directed panspermia,", but I knew that I had just found a new correspondence between science and the complex formed by shamanism and mythology. ...  Crick concludes that the organized complexity found at the cellular level "cannot have arisen by pure chance."

    ...Campbell dwells on two crucial turning points for the cosmic serpent in world mythology. The first occurs "in the context of the patriarchy of the Iron Age Hebrew of the first millennium B.C., [where] the mythology adopted from the earlier neolithic and  Bronze Age civilizations...became inverted, to render an argument just the opposite of that of it's origin."

    For Campbell, the second point occurs in the Greek mythology, where Zeus was initially represented as a serpent; but around 500 B.C., the myths are changed, and Zeus becomes a serpent-killer.

    These patriarchal and exclusively masculine gods are incomplete as far as nature is concerned. ...the androgynous and double nature of the vital principle.

    People use different techniques in different places to gain access to knowledge of  the vital principles. In their visions shaman manage to take their consciousness down to the molecular level.

    According to the shamans of the entire world, one establishes communication with spirits via music.

    More concretely, I established a new category in my reading notes entitled "DNA Snakes".  

    DNA is a master of transformation, just like mythical serpents. The sell-based life DNA informs made the air we breathe, the landscape we see, and the mind-boggling diversity of living beings of which we are a part. In 4 billion years, it had multiplied itself into an incalculable number of species, while remaining exactly the same.

    DNA AND ITS DUPLICATION MECHANISM are the same for all living creatures. The only thing that changes from one species to another is the order of the letters This constancy goes back to the very origin of life on earth. According to biologist Robert Pollack: "The planet's surface has changed many times over, but DNA and the cellular machinery for its replication have remained constant. Schrödinger's  'aperiodic crystal' understated DNA's stability: no stone, no mountain, no ocean, not even the sky above us , have been stable and constant for this long; nothing inanimate, no matter how complicated, has survived unchanged for a fraction of the time that DNA and its machinery of replication have coexisted."

    Crick concludes that the organized complexity found at the cellular level "cannot have arisen by pure chance."

[End excerpts]

Hey now, I said the quotes were clues, so if YOU don't get the connection, forget about it, and dig this: I wrote and published an autobiographical book COSMIC CONSCIOUSNESS: Do-It-Yourself Manual, with numerous quotes, excerpts, links, references, graphics, etc., addressing the matter of our true individual human identities, and related matters across the spectrum of human history, choices, actions and behavior - from sexuality to politics and current events to future potential and possibilities. One of the pieces that I wrote and published in that book  Chapter 13, The Transition Phase into The New Age, page 214 is titled "Uncorrupted Brotherhood & Sisterhood of the Serpent".

As far as I AM concerned, the 'bottom line' is that we individual humans true identity is Soul Spirits with conscious awareness, incarnated in human forms, programmed by the same DNA mechanism created by the SOURCE  that made us all equal, in that sense. And sooner or later our individual Soul Spirits, with conscious awareness(?), will make the transition out of these human forms, back to the Spirit World. In the meantime I can be as happy as I can be, pursuing, maintaining, and sustaining my IMP (Individual Maximum Potential), as a human - all things considered. Knowing the truth of this is mentally comforting, which allows me to be as happy as I can be in this Business of human Life, until my times up here. I find that reading about this, beautifully expressed scientifically, and in the language of mythology, is inspirational confirmation, in this phase of my REBIRTH, that I have had and have the right priorities, and have been and continue to be on the best "path" of learning and sharing with whomever I can.

At this point 'in time,' I AM one appreciative, thankful, and happy man - all things considered.

Do The Best YOU Can - in the Best Interest of YOUR Soul Spirit Self - for now and, uhmm, LATER!

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